how can your life have real direction when there is no one given direction? we all do die, but other than that, there are no certainties. I am too tired to think as to what should be said, when often I think too much to ever be tired. eating stale cotton candy from carnivals a night before today, hating the sun for its violent rays, waiting for the night to come and hold me again. said you want to steal me away from this place to know me better so that maybe I can better know you when you don’t know, don’t know, that I don’t even know myself. I am uglier than anyone is, but you say I am the most beautiful. everyone will rape me. steal my thoughts, my words, my feelings, my heart, my everything, to leave me with the nothing I already was and always have been. so why don’t you take me? see if you can solve the unsolvable; learn I am not worth a second of your time, learn nothing is as ever did seem to be. left alone in a lesson to never be learned: undefined.